"The intuitive mind is a sacred gift
and the rational mind is a faithful servant.
We have created a society that honors the servant
and has forgotten the gift".
Ever since I was a little girl, I felt and was different. I would tell things to people and to my family that they didn't want to hear or believe. In time, then I gave them reasons to believe...
|Grandpa Samuel 1917|
One day we had to go back to the hospital, just for a visit or a test which was scheduled in a different city two hours away from us. We were supposed to take a bus, but in that morning I told my Mother that we are NOT going! She did not understand why, and I was not able to explain it to her. We had a whole day of fighting about missing this appointment but then that evening we learned from the News that the exact bus we were to take had an accident and everyone died on board. My Mother looked at me and couldn't say anything in response to my prediction. I remained silent and I went back to my room to read my book. Even as a child I was not interested in reading Snow White, Cinderella or any such fairy tales. I was deeply interested in the Universe, Space, the planets and the stars. I had some Alien encounters as early as the age of five and it continued until my late 30's. Sometimes I would just sit back and enjoy watching humans behavior. Unfortunately, most of them (the Humans), still don't see or understand many things. Most of them are still running after money and keep forgetting the most important things in their lives...
Since the early 90's I started to read more and more esoteric, and new age books but then I found out that most of this knowledge was already understood by me instinctively. It seems that nothing is new to me to read anymore, only new ways that people have been phrasing this information. All those books were just a re-freshmen in my memories... but what memories? When I started to learn of my incarnations after incarnations, I started to understand the further purpose of my life. They started to make sense to me... especially when thinking of "silly" childish talks as when I told to my Mother that I missed my black Nanny or that I remembered much nicer sunsets over the Nile river or an accident of a teenage girl and on and on... In this life, I was able to search some of my recent lives memories and I was able to talk to people who knew what had happened, so at least I know that was NOT my imaginations.
I heard once from somewhere, if you really want to find out who you are, first you need to go back in time (females), before your first period ever has started. That time frame and that person is who you are. For me, a nature and animal loving little girl with great intuitions. Who dares not to hug a tree or gives thanks for a beautiful flower before picking them. A little girl who was not afraid to say that the Virgin Mary was impregnated by Aliens or start a fight with her history teacher who said that the slaves built the Pyramids in Egypt, how impossible. I was laughed at for giving my opinion to the teacher so I left the class as everyone in it stood in silence, shocked.
Some people call themselves pagan, a witch or a psychic... I simply feel that I am connected somehow and want to help others and also the animals of this Earth. I became extremely environmental and eco-friendly minded and hate watching people waste energy and resources as they become greedy for the last profits and crumbs. Any time I start a Spell I do not need much of a guide, I just naturally know what to do and how to handle some situations. People were asking me for Spells for their needs and so far things turned out great! I even believe that my Mother knew this too, but she's always refused to talk about it, even if she was one of us too. I do believe that everyone has these intuitions, they just need to learn all over again how to use them in a good, humble and honest way.
As I managed my life and continued to learn and grow, I ended up living in Hawai'i. This is surprising since when I was four years old I told to my Mother, that I will live in Hawaii one day. Growing up in a Communist country, we only had two TV channels to watch, and there was no way I heard anything about that far away land. While living here I've got more connected with nature and with the "Source". I started casting more Spells and they turned out just fine. More Spirits started to visit me and they were connecting with me. For example, my recent visitor was my husband's Father. I've never had a chance to meet him. He passed away and two days after, my coffee maker started to make coffee at midnight. We double checked that the machine was functioning properly and it was not programmed to automatically start making coffee. I was very tired and refused to talk with the old guy... but in the next morning I apologized and light some white candles and asked him to come over but not too late... so he came and I saw him in his Navy uniform which I was unaware he was in the service. Then I asked my husband and he said yes, he was in a Navy.
I always feel happy and comfortable when Spirits are connecting with me and try to say something directly.
I've had many experiences and I would like to have more.
I created this blog to those who have interest in any kinds of metaphysical topics, spells, etc... We can arraigned the Best for you and your perceived needs. Be open and honest with me and most important, you have to be ready! Now, you have to know, that money or selling my skills is NOT a driving force in my life and I do believe if someone is trying to make profit of these intuitions they could loose them in the future. That's why I only accept donations of what you wish to provide. Please, if you have questions or if you are trying to figure out something that troubles you, feel comfortable to contact me.
Thank you and Mahalo!
Katalin E. Csikos-Gould